Saturday, May 12, 2012

Rebuttal Peaches


Rebuttal Peaches

Drag me out among the peaches
and show me who I should be.
I guess I've known it all along,
the truth is just what you see.

Finding myself in this place again
Reminds me of the peach we shared
You had half and I had half
But neither one of us prepared.

Our friendship ripened
Just like that peach.
But ripe soon turns rotten,
and at rotting we will reach.

You call me
a bitch.
I call you
self-righteous.

Not just for that comment,
I add.
But because you feel entitled to
something more
when you know damn well
who I am.
You know the fucking score.

And because you refuse to see
You refuse to admit it's true
that everything you hate in me
Resides in a part of you.

It's why you loved me,
Back when you used to.
My imperfection was key
Because it was just like you.

Now you shame me for it
And tell me to be someone else.
You want to be the hero, I get it.
But first, you should examine yourself.

What makes you better than me?
Preach ONLY what you practice.
You better be damn sure you're a tulip
Before calling me a cactus.

Besides, how could you ever claim to know
what goes on when my spotlight dims?
Smile fading into the undertow,
my painful, lifeless limbs.

I tell you that I've found myself
many times
Finding insistent irony
between your rhymes.

I saw you searching
for meaning and reason.
But you admitted too late,
When I already knew
you were pondering treason.

I stumbled on your confession
for half a second
Not knowing what to say.
But I know the answer is me,
and putting said person away.

Away from you
If only to prove
To make you see
How much you've
relied on me.

And show you the petty one
is you and not me.

You call me childish and cruel
and I ask you why you follow.
At least I know I'm me,
But that pill, you've yet to swallow.

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